A letter from a Mrs H of Blaenau Ffestiniog. In it, she is very nice about this column, but she cannot abide my occasional use of four-letter words. I think she is referring to the time I described myself as a Jeremy Hunt. "Please try not to use them," she adjures. "You are very nearly grown-up after all, and very funny already." (I hope she doesn't mind me quoting her. She has, you will agree, a very winning way of putting things.) And, rather than risk upsetting this loyal and gracious reader any further, I resolve never again to give vent to my potty mouth in these pages.
Unfortunately, what with the delay in her letter reaching me via the NS offices, I have already filed my column about Prince Charlie's old lady appearing on The Archers, in which I used the gerund, or perhaps the gerundive, of the four-letter word that begins with f. And, duly, another letter from Blaenau Ffestiniog arrives, beginning: "You've done it again!" I feel awful. Mrs H then raises an interesting point. "I can't explain exactly why I loathe these words, something to do with sexual violence probably, but I know many other women do, too."
If I had a system, I'd file letters from readers under the heading Occupational Hazard, but Mrs H has a point and nice handwriting to boot. So I start thinking, after a fashion, about sexual violence.
My experience of this phenomenon is limited. I was once invited to spank a woman's bottom by way of foreplay and, not having any custom-made implement to hand, was obliged to use an item of culinary equipment. Although ultimately deemed unsatisfactory, not to mention absurd (my heart wasn't really in it), this still causes me to smirk when I use it to stir a ragu. I don't really have a violent bone in my body, though, and the only time I have raised my hand to a woman was when, after being pummelled for a couple of minutes, I grabbed her wrists to stop her from hitting me any more.
No, the sexual violence, as far as I'm concerned, is strictly one-way - and, moreover, should be treated with a certain tolerance. What is sauce for the goose in these instances is most certainly not sauce for the gander, and if I have enraged a woman enough for her to start beating me up then she should be allowed to get on with it until it looks as though some real damage might be caused.
This is not to excuse or make light of the rare, but still horrible, occurrences of nasty and persistent woman-on-man violence. But there is more than one kind of violence. I mentioned some months ago that one of the reasons I don't like going to bed completely sober is that I lie awake worrying about the wiring in the Hovel; what I did not mention is that, when I have stopped worrying about the electrics, I start worrying about a Wronged Woman shoving a burning petrol-soaked rag through the letterbox.
I inherited this fear from my friend P, who manages to upset women with impressive frequency without even meaning to. He told me that when the number of currently Wronged Women with potential pyromaniac tendencies reaches five, he moves home.
This usually takes about a couple of years. He managed much longer in Peckham, largely because the pool of women willing to go to Peckham for any reason, let alone to be wronged by him, is so small. He moved when he worked out that the chances of being shot or stabbed by mistake in Peckham were even higher than being torched by a Wronged Woman in a more civilised part of town.
Effs are off
At which point I feel I may have strayed somewhat from Mrs H's brief. I happen to know plenty of women who swear fully and freely, and I also like to think that bad language is one of the writer's legitimate techniques, albeit one to be used sparingly. But then they do things differently in Blaenau Ffestiniog, and if there are readers there who would prefer that we adhered to the customs of a gentler, better-spoken age, then I think they should be catered for. After all, one never gets letters from readers saying: "Dear Mr Lezard, I for one am extremely disappointed that last week's column contained no effing and blinding. This is the 21st century, for heaven's sake. Yours, etc."
So, in this case, I am happy to do right by my correspondent. From now on this column will be even purer-tongued than Radio 4. No more foul language from me. Anyone who wants to hear the rich extent of my obscene vocabulary is going to have to visit me in person. And maybe start hitting me or something.